Dear God,
It's me again. I feel like I have been deserted by those who love me, and am lost and confused as ever. The thoughts that run through my head are impure, my heart has gone somewhere else, and frankly, I'm scared. Is it okay to be afraid? I fear You, yet I'm afraid of my own thoughts. What are they this way? Why do I feel nothing but contempt? Why am I this way, angry at something?
I know it's hard because I've always been a rock but now I'm on shaky ground and no one understands my wincing pain. I'm not asking for them to feel me, just to show compassion. But, this is my cross to bear and I know You're walking with me if not carrying me. Whatever is in Your Will, then I will do. Thank You. In Jesus's Name I pray, Amen.
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