Saturday, May 18, 2013

Quick Announcement

Quick Announcement:  If you ever need any business documents created for your personal records or company, give me a shout. I do great work for a very reasonable fee - that includes endorsements, proposals, grants, manuals (white papers and all), websites, etc. I'll post samples of each in the coming days, but trust me on this. Questions? Email me at either cedteaches@gmail.com or adrianwrites@yahoo.com so we can get started!

Now back to your normal Saturday.

Friday, May 3, 2013

i worry

i worry constantly
i worry over why we cant we just pay the damn bills on time for once
i worry that i may never be able to find a good job that provides a comfortable existence for us
i worry that we'll never be able to have children
i worry that my wife will say "fuck it, i'm gone" and leave me with nothing
i worry about losing my job as boring as it is
i worry that i'll never be truly independent
i worry about my car breaking down and not being able to repair it
i worry that my zeal of knowledge is dimming daily to a flicker
i worry about not being good enough after all these years
i worry that we'll be living in that crummy-ass apartment thirty years from now
i worry about becoming complacent with a monotonous existence. wait, i'm already there
i worry about rejection. after all these years, you'd think i was used to it by now
i worry that i'll have to go back to school and be a miserable failure with more debt
i worry that i'll die owing more that what i am worth
i worry that i've spent so much time working that i've missed out on life and it'll be too late to make up for it
i worry constantly